Thinking

I have been watching a shit ton of YouTube videos to give myself ideas for upcoming stuff. But I seem to never figure out what I truly want to do. Not sure if it's because I'm lacking in some sort of department... whether it be creativity or just motivation. My mind is constantly wandering, and I'm constantly thinking about different things, but I can never actually place those thoughts or ideas into a proper video structure. 

It's possible that I just need to plan my videos out a little bit more. Maybe write down my ideas and go over them for a couple days before making the final product....yeah right, I'm too lazy to do that. 



I have also come to the conclusion that I'm going to start painting again. I started drawing more but then kind of failed huge and stopped. My friend gave me an idea last night (or more so this morning since we were both texting each other at 4am), to do one drawing every day for a month. Personally I believe this idea is amazing, it would bring out more creativity inside this little brain of mine and give me something to do each day. Definitely considering it! 

Need to grab me some new pencils, pencil crayons, water colours, paint brushes, canvases and a shit-fucking-ton of creativity.