Personal level

You ever just feel completely empty? Like nothing truly matters at the moment, so you pace around like a lost puppy trying to figure your shit out, but regardless of how hard you try staying positive & seeing that light at the end of the tunnel, there just simply isn't one? 

That's how I'm feeling.

The weekend was the worst one for a while. It has left me feeling cold hearted & rock-like. I don't enjoy anything anymore, & it doesn't seem like the feeling will fade.

I find myself overly thinking every possible thought that enters my brain. Those thoughts never leave either...they just chill in my head & drive me insane.

Sleeping all day seems perfect. Then I don't have to face anymore, I don't have to talk to anyone, & I don't have to think about things anymore. Sounds so peaceful.

I guess I'll just wallow in my sadness & wait for the storm to pass.