SG

Finally, I am a step closer to being a SG hopeful! Exciting, right? I think so. It's been something I've wanted to do for a really long time, but was never 100% sure about it. Now I am. Don't really understand why so many people think these girls are all a bunch of sluts. I will be honest, from just looking around and basically stalking the crap out of some of the girls via the internet, I have come to realize that some of them are in fact, slutty little girls who just want the attention from every tom, dick and harry that will give it to them. But then there are those who are doing it for nothing but themselves - like I will be doing. Not only for myself though, that would be rather selfish of me, wouldn't it? I'm doing it for all those girls out there who think their imperfections and flaws make them ugly. My whole life I have been bullied because I'm a chubby girl. In grade 5, A boy in grade 8 told me that I looked pregnant. Who the fuck says something like that to a little girl? Funny thing is, most of the people who picked jokes at me, and made me feel like a complete waste of skin, are people who now think I am beautiful and who have tried many times in the past to hook up. Funny how that works out isn't it? When I was younger I had an operation done to remove my appendix. Since I was a chubby girl, they told my parents the scar would be less than pretty because they "had to cut through so many layers of fat". Really? Your professional ass couldn't make a little girls growing body look closer to the normal end because you had to fucking hack away due to the fact she didn't weigh 70 pounds? The scar is still visible to this day, it's indented and makes me 100% dislike my stomach area. I would never get into a bathing suit, I would never allow my shirt to come off in any situation. It wasn't until I met the boyfriend I am with at the moment that I felt completely comfortable and beautiful enough to show my skin. My stretch marks, my scars, my body. He made me feel beautiful like I should have felt my whole life. Recently I did go through with a breast reduction surgery. It left scars on my chest that are disgusting to me. The way the incision underneath my breasts was sewn shut, makes them look abnormal when I'm laying down and that section is showing. But my boyfriend made me feel beautiful, gorgeous, sexy. He told me there was nothing wrong with my scars and that I'm gorgeous just the way I am. Made me realize really... if this man thinks I'm beautiful when I never thought so myself, then everyone's beautiful. Everyone has someone in the world that will accept them for who they are and will embrace those flaws they have , love them, and think they are stunning no matter what. That's what I want to show girls. And hey, if some people don't like the photos I post, or think it's disgusting that I would post photos as an SG, they can seriously kiss my ass. My body is perfect. It's not like anyone elses and that's what makes me , me.