April/May update
It's been quite a while since I have written anything on my blog.
It isn't because there hasn't been anything going on in my life, because there has been. Its simply because I forgot about blogs, and all the shinanagans that comes with it.
So, here's a little update on what's been going on in the life of Katelynn since April.
I have been contemplating long and hard about joining Gods Girls, not because I love to pose nude and sexy for the world, but because I feel like it's something I would enjoy doing for myself. You can sit there and say girls who are alternative models are whores, or sluts, or they just like the attention, but there's definitely more than that when it comes down to it. It goes deeper than just wanting attention, or just being the kind of girl who doesn't care who see's her naked. I have always been secretly stunned at how self-confident those girls are, how comfortable they are in their own skin -- it's something I have always wished I had in me. This contemplating brings me to the next adventure in my life...
Not sure if I have mentioned it in this blog at some point already, but I am being set up for a breast reduction surgery. It's for my health and my life, no one will change my mind because believe me a lot of people have tried! It isn't a slap in the face of the all mighty man above as people would like to say. I have needed this for many years, and when I turned 18 it was highly suggested from my family doctor but like many people do know, having larger breasts brings quite the attention from those who enjoy them. Being a young girl with low self-esteem sucked, and knowing that part of me was getting attention -- although it was for the wrong reasons -- it felt nice, it boosted my confidence at the time, and I thought it was all fun and games. As you get older you realize those people who are seeking you out like a hot missile, aren't around because of your attitude, your presence, your humor, etc etc. They are only around because they enjoy the fun your body parts brings them. SO! Moving right along, April 22nd I went for my pre-op and am now waiting for my actual surgery which will take place on June 4th. After I am all healed and back to my original self, I am going to be sending in an application to Gods Girls and see what happens.
I had a relationship fail on me, it was utterly heart breaking. I had never felt so alone and upset in my life. I didn't eat for two weeks, I barely slept and all I did was cry. Was the hardest thing that has ever happened but I had friends and family around to keep a smile on my face.
After living back at home for almost a year, I finally landed myself a job. Came as a total surprise to me, and I was overly excited about it. Just finished my first week of training, and so far so good! Can't wait to be independent again, making money and being able to do things with people I love.
Speaking of which, my best friend moved away again. It's quite upsetting but I know she's happy where she is and the distance wont ruin our friendship. There's basically no one else in this area that I would hang out with and talk about the things I did with her -- I guess you could say no one compares to the friendship we have. She's one of the smartest people I know, in many ways and there's so much more to her that not many people understand or see. Needless to say, I have been bunking myself in my house (other than going for work or hanging out with family) because there's no one here that I really want to spend my time with. I know, it's rather anti-social of me, but if people didn't suck so bad maybe I would take the time to chill with them.
My cat had kittens!! It was an overwhelming day for me and my Mother. We had to stick by her through the whole thing because she didn't want us leaving. Some parts were horrendous, especially when it came down to the blood and smell. I don't understand how human doctors tolerate assisting with birth. She had some issues because she was a first time mother, but in the end she rose to the commitment and gave birth to the 4 cutest and healthiest little fur balls I have ever seen.
I guess that's really all that's been happening. There's nothing too exciting, but I'm sure more exciting things will happen as the time goes on.
I will try to remember to continue writing about everything. Until next time!
It isn't because there hasn't been anything going on in my life, because there has been. Its simply because I forgot about blogs, and all the shinanagans that comes with it.
So, here's a little update on what's been going on in the life of Katelynn since April.
I have been contemplating long and hard about joining Gods Girls, not because I love to pose nude and sexy for the world, but because I feel like it's something I would enjoy doing for myself. You can sit there and say girls who are alternative models are whores, or sluts, or they just like the attention, but there's definitely more than that when it comes down to it. It goes deeper than just wanting attention, or just being the kind of girl who doesn't care who see's her naked. I have always been secretly stunned at how self-confident those girls are, how comfortable they are in their own skin -- it's something I have always wished I had in me. This contemplating brings me to the next adventure in my life...
Not sure if I have mentioned it in this blog at some point already, but I am being set up for a breast reduction surgery. It's for my health and my life, no one will change my mind because believe me a lot of people have tried! It isn't a slap in the face of the all mighty man above as people would like to say. I have needed this for many years, and when I turned 18 it was highly suggested from my family doctor but like many people do know, having larger breasts brings quite the attention from those who enjoy them. Being a young girl with low self-esteem sucked, and knowing that part of me was getting attention -- although it was for the wrong reasons -- it felt nice, it boosted my confidence at the time, and I thought it was all fun and games. As you get older you realize those people who are seeking you out like a hot missile, aren't around because of your attitude, your presence, your humor, etc etc. They are only around because they enjoy the fun your body parts brings them. SO! Moving right along, April 22nd I went for my pre-op and am now waiting for my actual surgery which will take place on June 4th. After I am all healed and back to my original self, I am going to be sending in an application to Gods Girls and see what happens.
I had a relationship fail on me, it was utterly heart breaking. I had never felt so alone and upset in my life. I didn't eat for two weeks, I barely slept and all I did was cry. Was the hardest thing that has ever happened but I had friends and family around to keep a smile on my face.
After living back at home for almost a year, I finally landed myself a job. Came as a total surprise to me, and I was overly excited about it. Just finished my first week of training, and so far so good! Can't wait to be independent again, making money and being able to do things with people I love.
Speaking of which, my best friend moved away again. It's quite upsetting but I know she's happy where she is and the distance wont ruin our friendship. There's basically no one else in this area that I would hang out with and talk about the things I did with her -- I guess you could say no one compares to the friendship we have. She's one of the smartest people I know, in many ways and there's so much more to her that not many people understand or see. Needless to say, I have been bunking myself in my house (other than going for work or hanging out with family) because there's no one here that I really want to spend my time with. I know, it's rather anti-social of me, but if people didn't suck so bad maybe I would take the time to chill with them.
My cat had kittens!! It was an overwhelming day for me and my Mother. We had to stick by her through the whole thing because she didn't want us leaving. Some parts were horrendous, especially when it came down to the blood and smell. I don't understand how human doctors tolerate assisting with birth. She had some issues because she was a first time mother, but in the end she rose to the commitment and gave birth to the 4 cutest and healthiest little fur balls I have ever seen.
I guess that's really all that's been happening. There's nothing too exciting, but I'm sure more exciting things will happen as the time goes on.
I will try to remember to continue writing about everything. Until next time!
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